I hope this video makes you smile. I was depressed for so many years and had stopped being silly and dancing while I cook.
I am finally over my depression. It took years of hard work and my JediRich. JediRich has been through so much with me. I have overcome alcoholism, bulimia, Caffeine addiction, sugar addiction and grief. JediRich helped me every step along the way. I have screamed at him to leave me the fuck alone more times than you could imagine.
I used to always run away when I first got with JediRich. I would get drunk and take off for hours, sometimes even a whole day. He would panic, because he wouldn’t know if I was dead or alive most the time. One time I ran off in Panama when I was drunk. I ended up locked in a room with no windows or air conditioning for 24 hours by some locals. JediRich contacted the embassy and everything. They thought I had been kidnapped. I basically had the guy ended up finally unlocking the door and let me go after a day.
My bulimia and alcoholism hand gotten so bad that I would faint often in public. I was fortunate enough that every time I fainted someone was miraculously there to catch me. Thanks mom for watching out for me.
It must have been a nightmare to my mom to watch me suffer for about 12 years after she died. She was living in hell during that time because of my pain. Now she is so happy. We can talk everyday. She comes along with me to do errands. It’s actually pretty awesome having so many loved ones pass away, because they guide you while you are still here. It’s nice having someone in your corner on the other side.
It’s super important for me to express myself, since I was depressed for so many years. I love writing my blogs and taking pics, selfies and making videos. Some people may not understand why I am so honest on my blogs. It might take people back a minute at the stuff I say.
The thing is I have a dead mom, brother, grandparents, dead brother in law and dead father in law. So I honestly do not care what people think of me. All I want to do is help people feel better. Everyone has had trials and a hard life. We have grown up during war time. All of us. We have been at war for almost 30 years. We are currently in 8 wars almost 9. This is a huge cause of depression. Our whole society and world is depressed.
The main reasons for depression are:
We eat all Organics. We eat GMO Free, Gluten Free, Dairy Free, Caffeine Free, Alcohol Free and Low Sugar. I cook every meal at home. I am making organic steak and organic beef burgers in this video. JediRich and I only eat food that we cook and small amounts of fruit, vegetables and almonds all organic. This has helped me get over bulimia and helped JediRich lose over 125 lbs.
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