I contacted my dad and step mom for the first time in 6 years. I talked to my sister for the first time in 3 years. I was so hopeful, that we could reconnect. I am so passionate about nutrition, sexuality, depression, Organics and being real. I shared all this with them. They were a little receptive, but for the most part, I felt they were writing me off.
See, I am the youngest in the family. I was the most messed up for years. No one thinks, I have any idea what I am talking about. That’s okay, because, I have JediRich!! I have always had JediRich. JediRich was there for me when my dad and step mom kicked me out and rejected me. He was there for me this week, as I opened back up to my family.
I have lost the ability to bullshit. I tell it like it is. I fully express myself. This is a lot for people that have their feelings shut off, which is 95% of our society. We have learned to not express ourselves or show emotions. Emotions make people uncomfortable. I say Fuck That!! Express yourself or you may as well kill yourself. That is how important it is to be alive. If you shut off your feelings, then you might as well pull the trigger and end it. You are merely existing, if you have lost touch with yourself!!
Jedi Joy Lightowler is an expert in eating and nutrition & a combat special-ops Air Force Veteran.
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