I miss my Mom!! I love you Mom!!
I was just looking through some photos of my mom. I forgot how beautiful she was. She never realized she was pretty, when she was alive. She hated her red hair and freckles. She wanted so bad to be a blonde. I loved her red hair. It made her so uniquely gorgeous!!
I started crying looking at the old photos. My mom committed suicide in 2005. She never knew how important she was. She thought no one needed her, but we did and we do.
Now my mom helps me on the other side, but it still doesn’t mean I don’t miss her everyday. I love talking to her and I wouldn’t change the past. She was tired of living. She wanted to go to the next place for a long time. So she did. It still makes it hard though.
Some days I want to see her face so bad, and hug her. So I look at her pics and that brings up so much emotion. For years I couldn’t even look at her pics. It was too painful. Now I look at them and I cry my eyes out, but it’s okay. Life is great now.
My mom has helped me find my inner peace and happiness. That is something that she could not have done while she was alive.
Thank you mom for everything!! I miss you more than I knew was possible!!
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